Violently Silenced

by Xiescive

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about

This album is a purging of remixes, b-sides, collaborations and demos from the Xiescive camp. Some of the songs were intended for other releases that the stars just didn't align for, some were intended for other projects even and some I just didn't feel like going any further on, meh, what can I say? This release is somewhat tongue in cheek and definitely "come as your are" so take it for what it's worth... what, are you gonna ask for a refund?! lulz.

The cover art is something I did based off a design by an awesome & truly patriotic company called American Crisis Clothing. We were in talks last year about incorporating his art on Nexus; some of his art can be seen in the inlay of nexus, but not featured as prominently as it is here. Super chill people and a damn fine company worth supporting! Check them out here: americancrisisclothing.com/index.php

Special thanks to Mr. J. Cameron for the massive contribution to this release and the depth of his insight in keeping at least one of my boots on the ground most of time :)

for more info on Xiescive:
www.youtube.com/user/trevoraweeks
xiescive.com
facebook.com/xiesciveofficial

for more info on Lexincrypt:
www.lexincrypt.com
www.facebook.com/lexincrypt

for more info on Symbiont:
www.myspace.com/symbiontofficial
www.facebook.com/pages/Symbiont/145122242177041

credits

released 11 September 2012

1.The Day The Grid Went Dark
*A bastardized demo with a touch of turrets and a dash of swang.

2.Illusions of Reality
*This was written during the Nexus sessions, just didn't quite fit into the other tracks to make the cut.

3.Nympholepsy [Fuck Harder mix by Joe Haze & IMPXVIII]
*This was a great rmx submitted during the Xiescive rmx contest that was running in Aug/Sept 2011.

4.Behind Black Eyes [feat. Lexincrypt]
*This one was intended for Nexus, but didn't quite fit in with the feeling of the other tracks when it came down to it. I did all the music and asked Justin to do vox as a collab and ended up with both of us changing up vocal parts, turned out pretty cool.

5.Heart In Flames
*This one is probably the oldest song of the bunch. This was initially written during the conception period of the project.

6.Demons [Symbiont demo]
*This was a mashup of two different ideas Justin & I came to the table with that ended up blending very well. We intended this to be the intro to the Symbiont, but here it is in all it's unfinished glory.

7.The Crucible Effect [Lexincrypt rmx]
*This one has always been a favorite of mine that has a hauntingly somber emotion all it's own compared to the original.

8.Nympholepsy [Die Sektor rmx]
*I wanted this one to be on Nexus for sure and it was always the plan, but obviously that didn't work out for reasons out of my control, sorry guys! I'm happy to be able to get it out now and hope you all dig the funk!

9.We, The Targets
*Good 'ol instrumental pounder demo, similar to 'Bloodwork' from Nexus.

10.Ætherist [Symbiont demo]
*Another demo from the Symbiont reboot sessions that got lost along the way.

11.Time To Die [K.J. Cazier rmx]
*A heavy, heart pounding version of the club anthem "Time to Die" by the mastermind behind Little Sap Dungeon & PCP.

12.Secret Combinations
*A glitchy/bouncy demo with a little tip 'o the hat to Herr Myer @ The Noise Institute

13.Soldier's Vow
*Very early demo from the beginnings of the project with experimental vox fx that didn't quite end up being the 'sound' I was shooting for in general, but interesting anyhow.

14.Mea Culpa [Symbiont demo]
*This was one Justin & I worked on during the Symbiont reboot sessions that never quite came to fruition.

15.Hater Fed
*Calm down, don't get a big dick about it again peeps! I wrote this as a total joke in a few hours the day the whole "here's the rules if you wanna hang with Faderhead" thing was posted. It was lame, but so is this song ;)

16.Inamorata [Godfather Theme cover]
*I've always wanted to cover this song and never got around to it until a couple years ago. Kind of just for fun cause it's kinda cheesy but comfortingly familiar.

17.???, such a dick tease. maybe later if you're good...

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Track Name: The Day The Grid Went Dark
[Instrumental]
Track Name: Illusions of Reality
Lyrics:

IT'S BEEN COMING, BUILDING UP MOMENTUM
LOOK AROUND, YOU CAN'T ESCAPE THE FACTS
HOLY GROUND BEING TORN TECTONIC
RIPPING OPEN, BLEEDING OUT THE LIES

CHOOSING SIDES, TO TERRORIZE THE MASSES
BLACK OR WHITE, NO GREY TO BLUR THE LINES
ROYAL BLOOD, RUNS IN THE VEINS OF EVIL
MASTERS HIDE, ILLUMINATI LIGHT

*THIS IS NOT A TEST
THIS IS YOUR LIFE
STAND UP AND FIGHT
NOTHING'S WHAT IT SEEMS
OPEN YOUR EYES
WAKE UP OR DIE
Track Name: Nympholepsy [Fuck Harder mix by Joe Haze & IMPXVIII]
Lyrics:

BEFORE I GO, I WANT TO BE CLEAR
THERE'S NOTHING YOU HAVE
I WANT OR I FEAR
I AM YOURS, AS MUCH AS THE AIR
YOU OWN AND SELL
IT'S ONLY FAIR

I AM YOURS

BEAT ME - BLOODY AND BLACK, I NEED THE DISCIPLINE
TEACH ME - A LESSON IN PAIN, FOR STEPPING OUT OF LINE
SPIRIT - BROKEN AND WORN, DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME
BLEEDING - BURIED ALIVE, BENEATH YOUR VIOLENCE

WATCHING EVER BEHIND
THE EYEBALLS ON YOUR BACK
SINKING FEELING, I KNOW
ALWAYS PARANOID OF ATTACK
SYNAPSE STARTS TO FIRE
DRIPPING SWEAT ON YOUR FACE
RAPID TWITCH IN YOUR EYE
YOUR BLOOD BEGINS TO RACE

BEFORE I GO, I NEED TO BE CLEAR
YOU KNOW YOUR TIME, YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NEAR
THERE'S NOTHING YOU HAVE I WANT OR I FEAR
Track Name: Behind Black Eyes [feat. Lexincrypt]
Lyrics:

IT'S ALL CLEAR, I'VE FIGURED YOU OUT - THE SOUND OF SILENT FEAR
A SPY HERE, A THIEF IN THE NIGHT - SURVEYING, WATCHING YOU
YOU TAKE ME, YOU THINK ME A FOOL? - I SEE IT HAPPENING
TO BREAK FREE, ONLY TO FIND - A DEEPER HOLE INSIDE

*BUILDING UP AND TEARING IT DOWN - TO RECONSTRUCT YOUR LIE
EVERY TIME DEGRADING THE GROUND - FOUNDATION CRUMBLING
TAKING THIS AND MOVE IT AROUND - TO SUIT THE SUITERS TASTE
YOUR VOICE, IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SOUND - AND I DON'T KNOW YOUR FACE

I'VE GOT NOTHING TO PROVE, TIME TO FACE THE FIRE
JUST MAKE A MOVE, I'LL HANG YOU HIGHER
YOU CAN'T HAVE BOTH, IT HAS A PRICE
FOR TAKING ME, TRAPPED IN YOUR VICE

TAKE WHAT YOU WANT, MAKE UP MY MIND
DON'T GIVE A FUCK, JUST ONE LAST TIME
TELL ME YOU HATE ME, AND YOU DON'T CARE
MY WRATH AND ANGER, BOLTS THROUGH THE AIR

NO ROOM TO BITCH, AND KEEP ME DOWN
I GAVE YOU AN INCH, YOU TOOK ME TO HELL
IT'S ALL FOR YOU, BURNING MY THOUGHTS
FORCING MY HAND BY CALLING THE SHOTS
Track Name: Heart In Flames
[Instrumental]
Track Name: The Crucible Effect [Lexincrypt rmx]
Lyrics:

HERE I AM
I'VE WALKED FOR YEARS
EVERY PATH
HAS LED ME HERE
I FEEL THE AIR
GREY ON ME
AT THE END
NOW I SEE
WHO YOU ARE
I'LL NOT BE
NOW I AM DONE
AND YOU ARE FREE

ONCE I HOPED
THAT I COULD FEEL
THIS IS ALL
I WISHED TO BE
SWEAR TO YOU
I GAVE MY ALL
IT'S NOT ENOUGH
SO I HAD TO FALL

*THE GHOST OF YOUR FACE
IS STARRING BACK BUT NEVER TAKES IT'S PLACE
I CAN'T TELL YOU WHY
JUST KNOW IT'S SOMETHING SEEDED DEEP INSIDE
I CAN'T TELL YOU WHY
JUST KNOW IT'S SOMETHING SEEDED DEEP INSIDE
IT'S SOMETHING SEEDED
IT'S SOMETHING SEEDED
IT'S SOMETHING SEEDED DEEP INSIDE
Track Name: Nympholepsy [Die Sektor rmx]
Lyrics:

BEFORE I GO, I WANT TO BE CLEAR
THERE'S NOTHING YOU HAVE
I WANT OR I FEAR
I AM YOURS, AS MUCH AS THE AIR
YOU OWN AND SELL
IT'S ONLY FAIR

I AM YOURS

BEAT ME - BLOODY AND BLACK, I NEED THE DISCIPLINE
TEACH ME - A LESSON IN PAIN, FOR STEPPING OUT OF LINE
SPIRIT - BROKEN AND WORN, DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME
BLEEDING - BURIED ALIVE, BENEATH YOUR VIOLENCE

WATCHING EVER BEHIND
THE EYEBALLS ON YOUR BACK
SINKING FEELING, I KNOW
ALWAYS PARANOID OF ATTACK
SYNAPSE STARTS TO FIRE
DRIPPING SWEAT ON YOUR FACE
RAPID TWITCH IN YOUR EYE
YOUR BLOOD BEGINS TO RACE

BEFORE I GO, I NEED TO BE CLEAR
YOU KNOW YOUR TIME, YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NEAR
THERE'S NOTHING YOU HAVE I WANT OR I FEAR
Track Name: We, The Targets
[Instrumental]
Track Name: Ætherist [Symbiont demo]
[Instrumental]
Track Name: Time To Die [K.J. Cazier rmx]
Lyrics:

THERE IS A HOLE INSIDE, BLEEDING OUT THE LINES
SECURITY IS BREACHED, WE HAVE BEEN COMPROMISED
THE PLAN WAS LAID IN PLACE, IN SECRET WE DEVISE
ANNUIT COEPTIS, THE DAWN OF OUR DEMISE

NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM, IT'S TIME TO DIE
Track Name: Secret Combinations
[Instrumental]
Track Name: Soldier's Vow
Lyrics:

I KNOW WHAT I'VE SEEN TODAY
THERE'S JUST TOO MANY THINGS I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN AWAY
AND NOTHING MAKES SENSE AND NEVER WILL

YOU CANNOT HELP ME, I'VE GONE TOO FAR
I TOOK MY LIFE AND RIPPED IT APART
I'LL TAKE WHAT'S LEFT OF THIS BREATHING MESS
TO BRING TO THE WORLD ITS FINAL TEST

I SEE THE PAIN BURNING INSIDE YOU
I FEEL YOUR BRAIN WORKING WITH MINE
SYNCOPATIC BUILDING INSTRUCTIONS
MOVING TOWARDS A PERFECT DESIGN
SLAVING, BREAKING, MANIPULATING
WE WON'T GIVE UP 'TILL WE'VE BURNED THIS PLAGUE

YOU CANNOT HELP ME, I'VE GONE TOO FAR
I TOOK MY LIFE AND RIPPED IT APART
I'LL TAKE WHAT'S LEFT OF THIS BREATHING MESS
TO BRING TO THE WORLD ITS FINAL TEST
PAIN AND SACRIFICE EMBRACE ME
FEAR OF MY LIFE IS NOW EXEMPT

WHY, THE LIE?
THE LIGHT YOU SHINE WILL NEVER GUIDE MY DAY, NO WAY
NO! DON'T EVEN TRY TO TEST ME
YOU CANNOT HELP ME, I'VE GONE TOO FAR
I TOOK MY LIFE AND RIPPED IT APART
PAIN AND SACRIFICE EMBRACE ME
FEAR OF MY LIFE IS NOW EXEMPT
Track Name: Mea Culpa [Symbiont demo]
[Instrumental]
Track Name: Hater Fed
Lyrics:

don't poke, hater fed

be patient, i'm a busy guy
do not poke me or interrupt
and if you poke me you can fuck right off
talk to the hand cause the face ain't listening, where's your decency

*it's high time that you know
this is how to hang
because you didn't know,
make no mistake!

don't give me your cd i don't listen to electro
i listen to elite shit too obscure for you fool
please don't expect me share my whores and vodka drinks
don't ask me about the music i write, or how it's done, this is not about fun
just fall at my feet then leave me be

*

please don't stare at my stupid hair
i don't really care
and i don't wanna talk to you

don't look at me, accidentally
from across the club
i'm here and that's enough

please don't ask about equipment i use,
i'm here for the fluze
feel free to buy me booze
buy me booze
buy me booze

don't tell me i suck
right before the show
i don't want you to bruise my over-bloated ego

*

hater fed
muthafuckin hater fed
hater fed
Track Name: Inamorata [Godfather Theme cover]
Lyrics:

Speak softly love
And hold me warm against your heart
I feel your words
The tender trembling moments start

We're in our world
Our very own
Sharing a love that only
Few have ever known

Wine colored days, warmed by the sun
Deep velvet nights, when we are one

Speak softly love
So no one hears us but the sky
The vows of love we make
Will live until we die

My life is yours
And all because
You came into my world with
Love so softly love

Speak softly love
So no one hears us but the sky
The vows of love we make
Will live until we die

My life is yours
And all because
You came into my world with
Love so softly love

*Original lyrics by Al Martino, I think... : \